You think high school is hard? Try high school as a teen in the military. Don't get to roam around town and shit usually its stay at home alone. Please read this fkd up blog and LYAO
13 June 2010
I am tired. I am tired of being so played by everyone, family, "friends". I know i had love. I'm sure I did. But it didn't make me happy. I'm sorry but it really didn't. I thought I was. I thought I'd be happier single. I'm not. I guess nothing makes me permanently happy. Just happy in the here and now. Unless that here and now is with my family. I'm just not happy. I'm unworthy of love. I need help. But I won't get it.