Missing him!

daddy just left for 6 months im not gonna say anything out loud but kenzies dad was supposed to be gone 6 months and was gone for a year

Tears of pain and woe

My daddy is in the air force and will be leaving tomorrow morning for an undisclosed location He is the peace keeper in the house and i will miss him so so much and i cant quit crying!

Alot

Wow.
Alot is going on in my life right now.
Everything is falling into place.
I can drive! I have a job! I have a checking account!
Everything is perfect!
today I got up bright and early only to see it was thunderstorming (i love thunderstorms btw)and i drove my brother to swim lessons to find they were cancelled so i had to take him with me to my inprocessing meeting for work then found out i left the lights on in my car so my dad had to jump the battery. I got fingerprinted and got my Common Access Card ID for work and then got a run through on everything i have to do for work. now i wait for 540ish so i cna go babysit! I love driving without a paranoid parental butt sitting next to me!!!!

Loveless life

I am tired. I am tired of being so played by everyone, family, "friends". I know i had love. I'm sure I did. But it didn't make me happy. I'm sorry but it really didn't. I thought I was. I thought I'd be happier single. I'm not. I guess nothing makes me permanently happy. Just happy in the here and now. Unless that here and now is with my family. I'm just not happy. I'm unworthy of love. I need help. But I won't get it.

Offend

Now that I can say this without anyone getting offended (actually they still will I just don’t care anymore) I will say this I HATE IT when people can’t text!!! Like they try to make words smaller and all text talk but it ends up seeming like they can’t text like they just don’t have a mental problem or SOMETHING! Or if they can’t pronounce words or screw them up… like supposed and expose ya that’s right i’m talking about you kid… You did it all the damn time and it was just one of the things that PISSED. ME. OFF. ! Lol!!! Well ya people puh-lease learn to text!!! Mainly you!!!!!